seriously people need to stop bully innocence people. no body cares if they are fat, gay, lesbian, even deaf or special kids. NO ONE IS PERFECT.
also i would like to say thank you to all of people who i grew up with in same school ever since 1 grade. that i want to say thank you guys for make me to learn how to stay strong, and i am happy for who i am right now. all you guys did was make fun of me, im really happy you guys did.
so if one of you are being bullied, stand up for yourselves. who cares about what others think about you, just ignore them and live your life happily. see how i stood up for myself, even tho i posted some of this on facebook show how much im happy with my life. i bet those kids realized they was stupid enough to bully me first place.
the reason why i posted those things on here. because this girl who goes to my school, she shoted herself because she was bullied ever since she was little. so she killed herself last week. it was really sad. then again this week i heard that one of the sophomore boy is being bullied right now. im like soooo pissed off. those people who made fun of the girl, idk if u guys have heard of her. Quinn Lombardi.
anyway between me and alex. we have been doing pretty good now. we havent even talk about the thing that happened at night before new year. but i finally asked alex if we could be good friends like we used to be in 7 grade. and robert cant get mad about it because he got no control over me at all. so alex was like sure. so we pretty much good friends now :) he gave me a hug this morning. i miss his hugs. ♥
also robert got caught for having weeds in his backpack today. he got expelled, im happy because i hate having to see him at school everyday, he still is in love with me, its just so annoying. well its not my fault, he always high even during school from smoking weeds. plus when robert leaves school then alex can do whatever he wants with me like be good friends , date again or something without get robert piss off. omg micaela told me that she talked to robert last night on facebook. robert was like saying how much he misses me and stuff, robert just need fucking to move on, ugh. even tho he asked micaela if i likes alex, micaela said no. and it was very awkward when she told me about that part then she asked me if i still like alex. i was like noo..? it was so close. well i kinda still do like alex. he told me to do not ever tell micaela or anybody other than amber because it might will ruins his &roberts friendship. so i just hate how i have to lie to micaelas face, well i had to because she might will tell robert. i know it might could end up a huge drama if i tells micaela. so i dont want that to happen.
im trying to avoid any drama. im like trying do everything just to not start drama somehow. i kinda have a feeling that there might be a big drama happen someday. well i hope not!