okay so here what happened....

on monday, i showed up school with my glasses on because i overslept so i didnt have time to change to contacts, so instead i changed at school. so then later after school. i came up to alex, and bunch ppl like chloe& her boyfriend. chloe was like whispering to me saying that alex wants to beat ur brother up. i was like what the fuck?! so i asked alex what was the hell, he said that my brother called him a nigger. i was like seriously. then yesterday, alex just kept getting all pissy when i tells him to just back off, who cares if he called you a nigger. like my brother calls me that all the times. so i got really mad, i refused talk to him today. i was like avoiding him all day. so he got mad and deleted me off facebook. then he sented me a message then i respond it. and he got mad cuz i was like annoying him, WTF i wasnt even annoying him.. so he blocked me on facebook. so i was like so mad. i decided to take a walk to the park and in the little desert behind my house. i swear i just random broke down.. i was like cried and cried for like 5 minutes then i finally pull myself back in place. then i was like screaming out loud saying im finished with this fucking stupid shits. and i just went and deactivated my facebook, so alex cant even contact me anymore even same with robert. also freaking get people to get out of my life,, stop causing dramas.....

i only broke down because i just have been going through so much drama lately, i was just really hurt. like seriously is that how i start my year? well it is a hell so far. alex just cant get it,, i have been going through so many drama, more than he thinks. like first one was with alex around august. then other one with robert, probably like 3 times in like 2 months, then 2011 finally ended.... but guess what,, 2 other freaking stupid drama started. well not just high school drama, i am going through a family drama too, there was like prob more than 5 dramas since in my family. im guessing more than 10 dramas that i have been going through.

so i am done, i will never give alex other chance because of how my brother and alex hates each other so much plus he was very not respectful to me. he actually hurt me.... AGAIN. so i am fucking done.